birthday, still

So, as I said on my previous post, I'll post photos soooo here are the photos... I only have like 3 or 4 photos on my phone, though. And yup, no other photos. I meant no other photos from my birthday celebration but there are tons of photos with my boyfriend and I's face and non-sense shit. Kidding. There's nothing like a party or something. We just had lunch and the next day, I just drank with the boyfriend some friends while watching You Don't Mess With the Zohan. Yuuhhhhh

 One of my faves from, Honey Lemon Chicken. We were disappointed that time though, because that  shit is more like honey lemon chicken skin!!! Dafuq. I'm pretty sure that shit is NOT supposed to be like that. Well, I finished it all anyway so...

A little surprise my boyfriend did though it is not really a surprise. HAHAHA! I was there when his sister told him that he should've bought a cake and he almost asked me come with him. Lulz. His skills on surprising people? Uhhhh- let's not talk about it. But, I think he's trying though.

Me. (photo from Ate Jac)

This kyot little cupcake I got from the office! Thank you Ate Andie!

Last, but never the least... My boyfriend's gift to me. I really like it! I love it! Thank you bun!!! I love you

Sooooo these are the photos from my phone that are related to my birthday! Hahaha! 

Thank you to my friends and family who remembered June 14th. Thank you very very very much! And to those who didn't well... I hope I don't remember your birthday as well though I'm pretty sure that I really won't so I guess I'm fine with that. Lulz

Later! 

birthday

So it was my birthday last Friday, June 14th. Oh my... I'm already 24!!!! Fvck. Seeing that number makes me feel so old. I feel like I just turned 21 last year!!! Anyway, I don't want to talk about my age and I don't even want to think about it. Lulz

We had lunch at North Park that day. I really wanted to eat at a buffet restaurant but my budget's not enough so... We ended up at the never ending North Park. Lulz. It was nice. My 2nd year to celebrate it with my boyfriend's family. Last year, we just ate at home wherein my budget's much bigger then. Wtf? Lololol. Boyfriend's fckin right! I want to buy lots of things and shit when my budget's tight and I don't want to spend any peso when my budget's right. Hey that rhymes!!! I think I'll start on writing songs! I already have my 1st line, or that could be in the chorus. Lulz

Anywayyyyyy

This past week, my mind's not thinking right. I don't know. One minute I'm fine, the other I'm like Cruella De Vil or something (yes, I googled her name's spelling). I really don't understand myself. Not sure if it is because my birthday's coming up and I'm getting old :-/ or maybe because Father's day is also coming up. I miss Papa. I've cried a lot of times this past week. And I easily get angry on the littlest things. And I blame it all on my boyfriend. I feel sorry for him for being a bitch this past week. So thankful that he kept up with me. I guess I'm a lucky bitch, eh? Lolol

Guess I'll have a part2 post about my birthday, and I'll post photos, too. Can't post photos from his ipad.

Later!

3:40am

Earlier this evening, my brother messaged me on facebook asking how was I blah blah blah... I answered, I was thinking not to but I did so, my answers were like "good" "yes" and all one liners that you could think of lol! I was trying to make him feel I'm not in the mood to talk with him and all. Idk I just don't want to talk to anyone of them. Except for my two younger siblings though lol. Also, there's nothing really to say, and I don't really feel that they care so why bother asking me. To make me think that they care when they really don't? I don't knooowwww. I sound like such a bad sister/daughter to them and my father lol but that's what they think and maybe I really am so whatever. 

I want to move on. But, I don't know how to. If I could just erase those times I wasted with them,I think would. Though I know erasing memories with people that were once part of your life isn't the best way to move on. So, what should I do? Just accept those tragic(lol tragic! Not really tragic but... sorry can't think of any word as of this moment) moments with them, and simply move on? 

Oh well, I'm just making myself stress on things that aren't supposed to be thoughtof.

I'll just be happy. That is all.

Goodnight

to you

3:53AM and still awake. Lol like I'm not used to it! I only had 2 hours of sleep earlier though, well, must be the coffee. "Instant human, just add coffee" I had a shirt that says exactly like that before, not sure where it really came from though.

Anywaaaaay, I'm not going to talk about coffee or my 2 hours of sleep on this post. The title says "to you", soooooo I'm referring to my boyfriend. Haha! Sorry, not you. Hahaha

Like any other normal couples, we have fights. Small and/or big fights. But, at the end of the day, we are still together, we don't easily breakup. Though, of course, there are times that when you're in the middle of the fight and you'd say "lets just breakup blah blah blah". Well, unfortunately for Mr. Johnny Depp, I'd still stay with my boyfriend, Joshua. Haha! Cheesy whuuut

My Dearest Joshua/Jojo/Jojo Tabachoy/Hun/BunBun,

I don't know if you're going to read this, though I'm pretty sure that you won't, but I'm hoping that you would. Lol! I LOVE YOU. I'm sorry for the stupid things I've done, the shitty things I say when I'm angry, when I'm being a brat and for hurting you. I didn't mean it. I was just angry. I don't know how to explain it, really. THANK YOU for believing in me, for giving me things just because I want it even though I don't really need it which is why I'm a brat? Lol! For making me laugh when I'm sad, for understanding me almost all the time(ALMOST because NOT all the time you understand me! Meh! What's up with that hahaha), for going with me everywhere :-), and of course, for being with me when everyone else left... and for loving me! ;-) I LOVE YOU. Forever&ever. I know we're not a perfect couple, we're not trying to be one, and I don't want to be one. I think we're just a couple having fun, living the life how we want it to be, journeying life... or whatever. Lulz!

Anyway, I don't know why I'm writing this. Hahaha! I just really can't sleep. Hahahahaha! I love you. I know you know how much I love you.

Just like what I said earlier, 

"Hindi ka na masasaktan"

"...kasi andito na si Super Coi" Hahahahahahaha

Mahal kita.

from mobile

Hey! So, I've found an app to blog from phone! Isn't this great or what!? Lol! Just trying though, hope this app works. *fingers crossed

oh, hey!

Yeah. I almost forgot I blog! Lol! Anyway, I've been busy with work and life so I've been away for too long! Also, I've been trying to find a good app for my android phone so I could blog from there. Is there any good apps out there? I am still a noob on finding apps. Lol!


Anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Was able to catch up with some of my college friends last month! It was nice! We also went to to UST, and boy, a LOT has changed! When I entered the campus, college memories flashback right into my face. Lol! It was really to visit there once in a while. After our campus tour, we went to TriNoma and had lunch/merienda. It was almost 3pm when we met that day so I guess it was already merienda. Oh, I forgot where we ate, but we've eaten there once before. And this time, Kookai kind of treated us (she paid more than half the bill. haha yey!) because it was her birthday last December 5th and we weren't able to meet then. After that, we strolled. After strolling, we had coffee. And again, we played cards while having coffee. Good times! After a couple of hours, my boyfriend, Joshua, fetch me. It was nice catching with some friends!

I think some colleges are having their class picture taken that day hence the benches(Idk what they're called).

 

 "Kunwari tumatawa tayo"

 

 At first we were like, "pizza lang at chicken?",  so we called on the waiter and asked for the menu and ordered pasta. We were wrong. We shouldn't have ordered again. Yup, we weren't able to finish the pizza. Ang bigat sa tiyan!!!!

Happy birthday, Kookai!!!!

two-zero-one-three

Happy 2013!!!

Kthnxbye.

Loljoke.

Anyway, how was your New Year's Eve? Mine? It was nice. It was great. I want to post a photo but I'm not using my laptop right now, so I guess I'll post it another time. It's been a long time since I blogged sooooooo... I'll get back later, I'm not comfortable blogging with too much people (meaning 2-4 persons) walking behind my back. Hahaha! I'm at the living room, that's why. I don't know but I'm much more comfortable blogging when I'm at the bedroom. Haha! Laters