Earlier this evening, my brother messaged me on facebook asking how was I blah blah blah... I answered, I was thinking not to but I did so, my answers were like "good" "yes" and all one liners that you could think of lol! I was trying to make him feel I'm not in the mood to talk with him and all. Idk I just don't want to talk to anyone of them. Except for my two younger siblings though lol. Also, there's nothing really to say, and I don't really feel that they care so why bother asking me. To make me think that they care when they really don't? I don't knooowwww. I sound like such a bad sister/daughter to them and my father lol but that's what they think and maybe I really am so whatever.
I want to move on. But, I don't know how to. If I could just erase those times I wasted with them,I think would. Though I know erasing memories with people that were once part of your life isn't the best way to move on. So, what should I do? Just accept those tragic(lol tragic! Not really tragic but... sorry can't think of any word as of this moment) moments with them, and simply move on?
Oh well, I'm just making myself stress on things that aren't supposed to be thoughtof.
I'll just be happy. That is all.
Goodnight
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