Thursday, May 30, 2013

to you

3:53AM and still awake. Lol like I'm not used to it! I only had 2 hours of sleep earlier though, well, must be the coffee. "Instant human, just add coffee" I had a shirt that says exactly like that before, not sure where it really came from though.

Anywaaaaay, I'm not going to talk about coffee or my 2 hours of sleep on this post. The title says "to you", soooooo I'm referring to my boyfriend. Haha! Sorry, not you. Hahaha

Like any other normal couples, we have fights. Small and/or big fights. But, at the end of the day, we are still together, we don't easily breakup. Though, of course, there are times that when you're in the middle of the fight and you'd say "lets just breakup blah blah blah". Well, unfortunately for Mr. Johnny Depp, I'd still stay with my boyfriend, Joshua. Haha! Cheesy whuuut

My Dearest Joshua/Jojo/Jojo Tabachoy/Hun/BunBun,
I don't know if you're going to read this, though I'm pretty sure that you won't, but I'm hoping that you would. Lol! I LOVE YOU. I'm sorry for the stupid things I've done, the shitty things I say when I'm angry, when I'm being a brat and for hurting you. I didn't mean it. I was just angry. I don't know how to explain it, really. THANK YOU for believing in me, for giving me things just because I want it even though I don't really need it which is why I'm a brat? Lol! For making me laugh when I'm sad, for understanding me almost all the time(ALMOST because NOT all the time you understand me! Meh! What's up with that hahaha), for going with me everywhere :-), and of course, for being with me when everyone else left... and for loving me! ;-) I LOVE YOU. Forever&ever. I know we're not a perfect couple, we're not trying to be one, and I don't want to be one. I think we're just a couple having fun, living the life how we want it to be, journeying life... or whatever. Lulz!

Anyway, I don't know why I'm writing this. Hahaha! I just really can't sleep. Hahahahaha! I love you. I know you know how much I love you.

Just like what I said earlier, 
"Hindi ka na masasaktan"

"...kasi andito na si Super Coi" Hahahahahahaha

Mahal kita.

1 comment:

  1. i love you too no matter what, ill always be there just promise me a' thing, that you would also be there for me, i want to share with you my forever hun, happy nights and even down nights cause you know you are my source of energy (like a 220 outlet) yeah and also that fierce lol'ed. i love you hun and im going to be with you forever, and i know we wont reach that time but being with you is an eternity, good thing the lord bless me with you and im pretty happy,i got what i want and also what i need, eve'body keep sayin' that you can't have both well, not for me, im a MIRACLE CHILD hehehe, well here's the sad part (tissue much moment) ehem, (clears nostrils) ehem, im gonna start by saying sorry, im sorry for all the wrong things ive done to you, causing you pain is the last thing i can think of doin', but when were in the middle of a fight i was'nt thinking, but i always make up for the wrong things right? or try to, what i can't figure out is why can't i stay mad at you for a long time? even after what you said and done, just one look for your teary eyes, watery nose, messy hair and it's done, im not mad anymore. maybe the reason for this is because simply. I LOVE YOU! you cant hold a grudge at peoples you love said so by the best author i know, that would be me LOL, i love you that's why i cant hate you i maybe off sometimes or rude or selfish or not thinking strait blah blah blah blah and the list goes on and on. but keep that in mind and heart and stomach, that i still love you/ is currently inlove with you and will sure love you still even if we grow old (less hair, soggy skin, loose balls, haha wtf) see, you da one baby, anyway to keep it short i just want to say.. (TO BE CONTINUED)
    (SHORTLY AFTER THIS)
    I JOSHUA IBANEZ IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU MS. MARIA CORAZON STEWART CONTRERAS! (now you know, lol)
    mwah hun hun

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